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[26 Nov 2004|01:52am] |
You Are From Saturn |
You're steady, organized, and determined to achieve your dreams.
You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones).
You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible.
Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun!
Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.
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| The end of an era. :'( |
[15 May 2004|03:05am] |
Over the next week i am considering changing my identity, and leaving this journal. As time passes by, things evolve, people change, and i have lost interest in doing this anymore.
BCRazor is no more, but a new star will be born in a new blog in the not too distant future.
Peace...
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| feeling empty |
[10 May 2004|01:57am] |
i cant really be bothered updating, so that'll do
bye
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| A title eludes me... |
[05 May 2004|01:37am] |
Hello me its me again, well hello there people of journal land, let it be known that The Rasmus are at the Leeds Festival, and Reel Big Fish have been put on the same day as the offspring, the darkness, ash and the hives, jeez im over the moon. Still need the Foos there though. But hey cant have everything.
Big thanks goes out to big kev who found the new Offspring video for me. Wooo.....they never make a good video lol, well....i lie Da Hui was great. ANYWAYS work was great as always although having 4 guys on dance mats for 5 hours is not a good site...nor smell for that matter, thank goodness for some BO Basher around the place :P
In other news...ive finally got rid of all viruses on my computer (what a relief) im just gonna have to start downloading ALL my music again, and then some more. Picked up my guitar for the first time in a month learned to play The Rasmus - In The Shadows, which was easy and also made my first full song with Verse Chorus Bridge sections to which starky aka misc wrote lyrics to. And this marks the beginings of The Aural Onslaught, people you know who you are *shakes fist* lets do this for a laugh. \m/ O.O \m/
Over and out.
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| AGH! Evil Virus! |
[03 May 2004|01:55pm] |
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Okay my computer got attacked by an evil virus which corrupted ALL me .exe file therefore it was unable to run. Three days later after losing ALLL my files! im back on properly now, although theirs still one virus on it. But it works so hey! wooo.
Saturday night was great, went to town with the normal ppl and it was a laugh, took my mind off a few things but also started me thinking bout others. Went to this new place the Heebie Jeebies lol which was class. Starky got tipsy on the guinness and we got some food. So on the way home, we came along the street known as Filth street due to everything that gets brought up, all i need to say is skittles for that one. It was here things started to turn out like a comic, we had Death man who was dead on the corner of the road, and we had SF man who wasnt me.
hmm what else is there to say? things have got on top of me of late, worried bout ppl and last nite i acted like a prick soz.
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| I HAVE A MR T T-SHIRT |
[27 Apr 2004|03:38pm] |
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*coughs* Finally! el can back me up on how long i wanted it but never bought it! today is different, i have it on me now wooo! so yeah i went into town bought The Rasmus album and Mr T T-Shirt now drop down to ya knees and give me respect LOL k im on a high its payday tomorrow lol 1-2 months till i get a new car :D i'll continue writing this in work.
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| rahhh! the newbie beats all! |
[23 Apr 2004|02:44am] |
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so tonite in work we've been trying to break records set by the day shift, and i have my name on 4 newly smashed records :D so as time passes by i've finally setted into a routine, and im finding it great. i've move position by one whole space and another newbie is in my old place, hes Irish! Such a short post cos i cant go into details, and anything happened in my day life? HA no....
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| contemplating.......a hair cut |
[20 Apr 2004|02:07pm] |
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yesss should i get it cut shorter right here right now, or leave it till next week? hmmm decisions decisions. Wooo pay day next wednesday :D that'll be fun!
So what have i been upto? thinking.....thinking,,,,,and more thinking, but thats not all nope, i finally watched the last Matrix, and i thought it was good. i watched that and went to work, except this time we really didnt work, we just had competitions against each other for the fastest times on some game we're testing! And wooo the newbie (as im called) won one :D wont be for long though as theirs another new one comin in on our team on thursday and i shall be firmly into the routine of things!
PLEASE SOMEONE WAKE UP EARLY! my weekday mornings and afternoons before work are boring, i'd much rather do somethin than sit infront of the computer all day and then again all night at work, so if ppl wanna meet up or whatever please make it the morning/afternoon for a few hours, pleasseeee!
danke for your co-operation in the matter :D
In the words of Michael Jackson......
You're a vegetable, You're a vegetable
Still they hate you, You're a vegetable
You're just a buffet, You're a vegetable
They eat off of you, You're a vegetable
no-one ever seems to believe me but they're actual lyrics lol just wanted to point them out.
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| i need to say something but i cant! |
[19 Apr 2004|01:26am] |
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its as simple as that basically and its gettin me in knots for no reason whatsoever! just y cant feelings just go away?
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| Happy Birthday Me!!! |
[18 Apr 2004|01:44pm] |
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Whoa time flies, 19 today and its scary! i'm getting closer to 20 AGH! So last nite it started, waiting at the bus stop to go into town, and yet again the presence of the police is showing due to all the shootings and stuff which all seems to stem from the death of Craig Arrowsmith, a scally but sound guy i knew in juniors. I'm not gonna go into all the events around anfield but when 2 policeman get hospitalised trying to arest someone around the corner its rather worrying lol.
So anyways get into town and to the Varsity, the music wasnt on form last nite but still it was good! A big thx goes out to Ste and Jack for giving me £20 each, i wouldnt accept it but i had no choice, but big thx for ppl turning up and me having drinks magically appear right infront of me :D Also thx to cully for giving me an XBox game :) right thats over and done with, after Varsity with the shot race and all we had a short stint in the flute. The music was loud, and im still certain someone did something to my guiness! After failed attempts of getting into the masque and KH cos people forgot their ID it was too the le bateau. it was alright, no foo fighters though :'( came out of there with my voice lost! and back to hot and tender for food! then the journey down filth street to the tree of death which no-one encountered that night. Got in around 4:30.
So today, my Uncle came and gave me £50, in total i recieved £270 with more to come :P plus my first months wages from Sony in 10 days time, im rich. And yeah i've finally got the last Matrix DVD so i can go and watch it later :) Compared to last year im a very happy guy!
Thats a very brief report, start my night shift tomorrow for good! woooo no more training!
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| Got an XBox! |
[11 Apr 2004|02:46am] |
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Let it be known that i bought an XBox today and i am very happy with my purchase. Im getting money off parents next week for my BDay so technically its a gift :). I bought the only game ive ever wanted on the XBox to play online, Project Gotham Racing 2, and also got the new Splinter Cell and PSO. This morning i got my brakes fixed finally, and went to the trafford centre late on to buy the XBox, so i come home plug in my console and whats the first thing i do? not play the racing game, but copy foo fighters albums on the XBox, priorities priorities! hmm that be it! been playing PSO online tonite, using headset takes some getting used to but its cool :) a week left till my BDay woooo!
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| First week over! |
[09 Apr 2004|01:12am] |
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Apart from the depression due to death, this week has...at first been nerve racking, but its been one of the best. monday tuesday training, wednesday assesment and end of training, and tonite i was doing the job properly. Night shift is a lot better than day, its a close friendly group and its a laugh. On monday the day shift, ppl were like oh its another new one, and avoided us, the night shift tho, people came up to me askin my name and that and just bein friendly. On this game and ive been stuck on a level for the last 2-3 hours, and this is y u really need patience!
All in all its absolutely brilliant, and now im off to bed!
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| what a day! |
[05 Apr 2004|11:36pm] |
well yes my shift pattern is up the wall at the mo. will be for the next 2 weeks! the atmosphere is amazing in the place, and im gonna settle in just fine
met irish tonite but i wasnt myself was feeling down
goin asleep cyas
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| Life goes on! |
[04 Apr 2004|11:31pm] |
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well today has been weird, full of thoughts, past, and present. I'm gonna live life to the full from now on, the past is full of regrets, and so is the present in some senses. i will stop dwelling on these things!
Tomorrow is all completely new to me! First job, and i cant wait for it. I'm lucky to get where i have got, and the opportunities in the future are endless! everyones gotta start at the bottom sometime! i might aswell have fun whilst doin it :) it better be a racing game i get!
anyways best get an early night! 7am tomorrow almost being back in school, its only for the first day, then i'll be on my night shift! no early mornings woo! I dunno what im listening to on this radio, its slow but good O.o anyways role on Leeds Festival, my days off have been planned and i shall finally get to see The Darkness in their only gig in the UK this year apparently! wooo saturday Offspring followed by the Darkness! cant wait!
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| This one goes out to my Uncle! |
[03 Apr 2004|06:46pm] |
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I will not be myself for around the next week! April is a happy time, its also a very sad one. its just dawned upon me that tomorrow is the anniversary of the death of my main father figure, my Uncle 7 yrs ago tomorrow, and it still hurts now. Hell yes i will ALWAYS remember the good times, cos they were probably the best in my life, it eases the pain but that pain never goes away! All the great days out to various places, out in the countryside, throwing a stone and crackin the window screen of the car. Driving the car on his knee when i was 7 nearly crashing into a wall! Midnight trips to the middle of nowhere day before goin to school, peace and tranquility! Most of all trips to racetracks across the country, starting a passion which will never leave. i dunno what its like to lose a father cos ive never had one, but this is the closest to it!
Also it be a farewell to cully! wanted to do somethin if he wanted but looks like he wont come out, so instead of a proper farewell its gonna be a crap one on this journal! nevermind!
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| Sony and Leeds Festival here i come :D |
[01 Apr 2004|02:05am] |
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Today (yesterday) has to be my highlight of the week, make that month! Got woke up with a package at the door, didnt have a clue what it was. Turned out to be from sony..... over 300 pages of documentation in all its glory! Topics ranging from, give us ya bank details, to what happens if theirs a bomb explosion, to writing a will! Im only 18 i feel like i am signing away my death.
Anyways their are soo many advantages to working in a big company, 12 free games, massive discounts, just to name a few. Maybe theirs a limit to how much u can have, and thats y u have to sign a will, cos if u go pass this limit u will mysteriously dissapear off the face of the earth! yesss! my mind seems slightly warped tonite.
So just before i deliver leaflets tonite, carl comes on and tells me the lineup for leeds upto now! and lets just say im definately going. On the Saturday. The Hives, followed by Ash, followed by The Offspring and then to top the night off, The Darkness! All on one night, u know i've bought the tickets already and have planned my days off work without even starting the job yet!
Moving onto my Bday, it happens on the 18th April, ppl be in town on Saturday 17th! You have no excuses!
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| Working for Sony :D |
[27 Mar 2004|05:18pm] |
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so yes, yesterday was a strange day for me! turned up for me 2 interviews 30 mins early, and feelin drowsy and crap with my mind on other things! waited for an hour and a half for my interview and then it was the worst experience in my life! with the drowsyness i couldnt focus! walked in the room and 3 ppl where staring at me on the other side of the desk one was a sound guy, one was a scally who talked down to me 'why didnt u do this? why didnt u do that?' and the other was silent! went on for half an hour, leaving me very annoyed at the end! so i came home feelin down thinkin i did crap in that interview.
by 2pm i got a call saying ive got a job with the internal department (the ones i went to see on tuesday) so i was very happy cos the head of that department seemed sound, and i deffinately not working for the scally one :) so wooo! then from 8pm i started reading, finished my Schumacher book, and moved onto a book with a talking cat in it and a thief called Althalus who the story is based on, seems good!
So apart from one minor set back cos i can never say things i want to, things are finally going in the right direction :)
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| returned from the dead! |
[26 Mar 2004|12:42am] |
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well not literally! but yes, the other day i went through a dip in form. After a night out with the normal crew plus kev on the wednesday it was quite good, my flu is still eating at me but the night out lifted me and i've came up with a plan. I shall work with Sony till August leave and join Uni hopefully away from Liverpool. Me being social is improving my life a lot, but now im after a little more independance. I want to prove to myself i can do this, meet a whole new bunch of people. Having said that, im still not sure about doing it, i have my friends around me who im getting on with, and going to a new place not knowing anyone might be too big of a step, afterall i cant even ask a grl out ever in person no matter how much i like them, and thats torture! Plus theirs so many new things too consider, although away from pressures at home, theirs peer pressure, keeping up with bills and debt to all cope with. *shrugs*
I think too much about both sides of the arguement and never come to a conclusion!
So what happened today then, i got woke up by el, sony rang me and i've got 2 interviews in different departments tomorrow at 10am to cope with. Me and el went to the albert dock and...... wheres everything gone!?!?!?!?! its changed soo much thiers nothing there, and whats Elvis got to do with Liverpool? i'm sure tourists came from all over the place, just to see elvis an elvis shop, i mean WHATS THE WORLD COMING TO? yes this annoyed me, the albert dock is deteriating and becoming offices and what to they put in there to annoy me further, a shop dedicated to a dead man, ok ok i've gone a bit OTT but isnt Liverpool meant to be capital of culture? We have an Albert dock with nothing in it except a few shops remaining losing business, they put a big store to buy kitchens and lots of apartments in its place, and the council wanting to close down Quiggins. The world has gone crazy!
Anyways rant over i really had a good day!
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